June 2011
12 posts
Butterflies in the stomach, weak in the knee type of thing. So please don’t fuck it up.
Oh, Hai!: ~ →
jomamas:
“Because I have never been treated badly, never been blatantly disrespected by a woman with whom I was in a relationship, I always wished them the best when our journey ended. Even if we couldn’t remain friends, I care about them and their happiness.
So to the men out there who got…
My ex's pastor told me a story once. He told me...
coolstoryshawdee:
… he saw a couple sitting there. The boy had his hand on the girls upper leg. She was wearing a short jean skirt. The pastor turned to the boy and said “Do you plan on marrying this girl?”…being a teenage boy he said “I don’t know were just dating” and then the pastor said “Then get your hands off another man’s wife.” This has always hit home with me.
May 2011
48 posts
Absence definitely makes the heart grow fonder. I forgot how good it felt being in the presence of good company. I’ve been so busy with my own life & dwelling on things that i forgot how good I actually have it. So tonight, I made a promise to myself that I have to slow down. Enjoy those that are still around me & forget those that are nothing but a mere memory now. Needless to say,...
& today .. my true feelings swam to the surface &...
Something that I'm not very proud of,
but at least I’m willing to change my ways
So I finally dipped my foot in the pool of “date”-ing again last night & surprisingly, I didn’t drown miserably. Good conversation with good food with a nice guy. Would I do it again with him? Probably not. It wasn’t because he couldn’t carry a nice conversation or anything, its because I simply realized that I’m just not ready to get back in the game just...
im not ready ..
.. for this at all . But the way I see it, what do I have to lose right? If I want things to change, I have to do something about it myself. I cant sit around & wait for it to change. Ahh lets see how tonight goes I suppose. But may I add .. I’m not too excited about this at all.
A friend of mine once asked me ” Do you ever feel like you’re working for something that you’re never going to get? A shoot & miss kind of deal. Like no matter what, you can’t have it, but that makes you fight for it just a little bit more?” I paused .. thought about my answer & replied “everyday.” I am here. This is me & I am always here. And...